Throwing in the Towel

 I canceled my assessment and interview with the Home Goods warehouse, because Kathy insisted she needed my help setting up the telehealth visit she had with her fourth oncologist (? might be her third, but it feels like 4).  I told her that it was just like the last one and would be easier by far this time as she wouldn't have to go through the registration and test the camera and microphone. However, she did also have a delivery from Fry's which she needed me to receive, and bring in. She was on the telehealth video chat waiting for about 15 minutes,  which put her 3 minutes past the 3 o'clock appointment time and she abruptly hung up, and then had to use the bathroom urgently. The doctor's call, which the nurse she spoke with said would be what she was waiting for came the moment she closed the bathroom door. Now, had Kathy had her email notifications on, she would have received the message saying the doctor was running a couple minutes behind schedule, and she would...

 Could being secretly in love with your best friend your whole life, who joined the Army and came out married, be enough to turn a boy into a girl presenting as a boy? Who later, went back to being a boy presenting as a girl?

Guess we are going to have to subpoena photos of a deputies penis.   

 Can't decide if she looks more like Casey or Christopher. Or...  JC CHAVEZ!!! He got away with driving someone home drunk that night of his party at Casey's house, and I never saw the brand new to JC Carrmenghia again. 

Couldn't miss that jawline if you took a 6 hour detour around it. So, why did a registered RN go into the world of small business ownership?    

Charging for celebrity lookalike appearances.  (Not Christina Richie)  

 Tracy Smith got pulled over with her brother's kids in the car, I believe in Texas. She was guilty of a hit and run but because of her family's long history of civil service the investigation went no farther. She claimed she thought she hit a sign, but that was never the case.  The child may in fact been Tracy's biological offsring being raised by her brother since birth, but I'm not sure. In fact, the way she told it, she had pinned the guy to his garage and possibly had rolled over him more than once. The guy didn't press charges because he knew he had been in the wrong over something... what was it? Her brother didn't even know that Tre, as her friends called her, was in town, or that she had his child in her custody. I think she picked up the kid as an afterthought, almost as if she thought she could alibi herself by having the young child with her. I think she was headed to Mexico. She even had an alibi because she was supposed to be camping that day and h...

And, that is my fucking goddamned fucking tape measure which I got reprimanded at work for not having, after it just disappeared.   

 How, when I sit to pee, and clean the toilet daily, the fuck did this happen?? Sample collected.  How much of my time can one person monopolize and still feel entitled to my undivided attention every waking moment of the day, without crossing the line between overbearing roommate into human trafficker/endentured person owner?? Kerry Reeves is Kathy's newly appointed social worker.  This is what 150B buys?  I'd ask for a refund, Paul Gardnet. Looking like Fabio and an albino had a baby. You do not pass for 25, even to a blind person. FYI. You bought a whole SunTran Vantran mini bus as a disguise??? THAT'S IT!!!  ANULI SWAPPED ME AND LEVI'S,  BUT RYAN SWITCHED MY NOTENOOK WITH HIS KNOWING IT WOULD BE NOTICED AND SWITCHED BACK. THE REAL SWAP, HIS, (WHICH WAS MY NOTEBOOK) AND PAUL GARDNER'S WAS MUCH MORE WELL ENCRPYPTED. This way, I'd get the infinite debt and they'd have the money and I'd be powerless to change it. They played right into the trap Ryan set ...

 

 See, where you got it wrong is that you think we use the app in a way you're familiar with. The same way as you use it. I think we gave entirely different expectations from it. 

 

 ELIZABETH ARNOLD IS TANYA AND DEBBIES LESBIAN/bisexual/danasexual DAUGHTER. SHE LOVES REBA I attended a new years eve drinking bash at their man cave/mini sports bar.  Before I worked for them, by a decade.  They had a pool table and wet bar, darts, a football table, high top tables and chairs, a small dance floor in the upper level of the raised ranch style home with the stairs in the center. 

When Levi stole my brand new, never used 99 dollar carbon pedals which were extra wide and toothy, either Paul or Chris stole my trust fund card. Mind you this was after JG's notebook had been outmanuevered out of. I was working at circle k at the time so I was living off that Questpath pay card and didn't even notice the card was missing until many weeks later. I knew my wallet had been moved but honestly I didn't think Paul would do that especially considering the fact that he had car jacked my mom and her then ex boyfriend out of a fifth wheel, a Buick roadmastet, and my mom's pop-up Jayco with the custom fridge which Casey said she got from Levi and then Ryan bought back from her, netting her a hundred dollars profit from the deal. I guess I gave him far too much credit. The worst part was, I'd have spent it on them if they had just hung out with me. Much like the tax return Paul had collected for my company, Park West Residents Association Inc. 16M and him a...

 

Not one of you did I ever consider less than equal. I'd have gladly defended your honor to the death. Fought, worked, and partied side by side with all of you. Never once would I have judged you for anything other than what you exemplified.  Can they say the same?? Toddski and none other than Mikey Plletier.  Is that Sabrina? So Christopher reeves is Chris Ainsley's son?? Am I getting hotter??  

 While you are having your come to Jesus in my common living area with my roommate, I would like you to keep this in mind, she hasn't seen clear to do a single thing other than halve what's mine, probably to share with you. Hasn't washed her hands, or body, or the sticky toilet seat every time she used it. If you don't belive me, check out the new child size mini mobility scooter (500 usd while we went hungry) in the shed, the seat in particular. Mind you, I have to bend down with my face right there everytime I haul it in and out. Hasn't fed her dogs, but once.  And she wants to move into another trailer up the way, which means I'll be moving everything by my own self. Keep in mind that the only person that visited her in the hospital and got her a birthday present is the person she feel s attacked and demeaned by. That she sends me over to Debbie's and calls 4 times asking where I am, but doesn't see that as anything but essential information. That i m...

 You saw the money as a way to control and manipulate. You are a tool of the money's devise. You let the money spend you. That is why, you are money's notebooking partner. And, why you cannot be trusted with my notebook. Copyright 2025 Patent pending. 

 So who were they really visiting right next door?  Why did they stay until the very moment, at 4am that my roomie decided to go to bed? And why did it sound like they went up to that apartment complex on Ina where debbie and Tanya's bikes are parked? Who was the mysetery man on the obnoxiously loud bike with the ape hangers?? Was that a teeth paint job? Why did it reek like a kilo of weed outside all afternoon? Hope they didn't have to kiester that!! Headed to Winslow and north thru Navajo county. I'll have my friend look out for ya Jimmy.  Would you believe he had a whole closet of raole-playing outfits in plastic hanger bags, that he hand picked his playmate to wear?  Sandy was knocked out on migraine meds when he chose mine. 15. And they blamed me. And after all those years of using faggot derraugetorily around me. Ask Mike Tracy.  Then in true Noyes fashion, Jimmy took the fall for what Joe's best friend did while he and sandy were on their road trip to the...

 

 Kathy got all mad because she mentioned wanting to take the dogs on their 5 minute nightly walk earlier so she could ask the neighbor, Ana, if she would give her a ride to her doctor's this week. When 915pm rolled around and we were just setting out, (earlier than our 11pm or later walk) I assumed she would make me go in the morning to speak with her. Instead, she asked if I were going to knock outside the woman's trailer. I told her It was kinda late. Plus the lady has a Kitten and with the dogs it would have been quite the scene. No consideration for others. Why are we just scheduling a ride for the first now? Now she wants to switch oncologists for the fourth time. 

 5 million startups. Y combinator. Chris said if I financed it, I could have it all. He just wanted to learn how to do it and be the one and only person capable and willing to make it so. So, I parlayed my Pell Grant. And, P&P Parterships was formed. Jake Tiers was with us!!! We drove a white Cavalier. 

 I've never been here. Elon?

 Robert poynter's girlfriend was Amy. She lived in Terrace Drive. She had a tiger tattoo on her thigh and hip. His wife's name was Stacy. And a dolphin (?) on her (?) ankle. Her daughter looked like Shirley Temple. I remember Robert leaving there one day and how intimidating he seemed.  She had stress induced tourrets.  She would get super anxious if anything kept her from answering his messages immediately.   I thought her name was Arnold. She was Winnie's neighbor. 

 Tell me how my roommate has had zero contact with her doctors save for a teleheath follow-up after her hospitalization post her first chemotherapy on June 15. Somehow, without me even mentioning that I have an interview tomorrow, all of a sudden she needs me here tomorrow afternoon.  I scheduled it just today, online, and told not a soul about it. Talk about setting a person up for failure. 

 Paul Gardner Jr is Levi's real identity!!!

 I gave to Nicky and Dana, even though Nicky had forced himself on me the first two times wer were together. Nicky's ticket was the biggest, 256M, I think. 

 How do I prove that it was them that notebooked my information and not the other way around? Elementary my dear Einstein: I notebooked it all anonymously. 

 Ryan is the Fire Police Paramedic that tried to railroad me into confessing to cover their own botched response.   Ainsley is the one with the crown tramp stamp who called himself Ryan for the two years he was my boyfriend, one of which we spent living in his parents home. I even asked Fran and Ron why they chose the name Ryan. They asked me if I was coming aboard the U.S.S. Ryan!! Paul Raymond Gardner Jr must be Ryan's offspring. Jake Tiers boyfriend or husband. My roommate is the one they paraded around as me, sucking up all my potential using plagiarized information I wrote in my LiveJournal account.  And, after I gave her my second jackpot winning powerball ticket to pay for her chemotherapy!! She was Graham's 'street' aunt, (which I'd never heard of at the time). How can she stand herself?  How can she treat me the way she does?? How can I go on knowing this??  I talked to the responding officer that made contact with the 9-1-1 caller who phoned in th...

 Don't even get me started on Jerome Jared and Reno Gold. 

 They did what they did to me in Avondale to make me less desirable. But, the joke is on them because they had no idea just how undesirable I was already. They only made it easier for me to understand why people were treating me the way they had.  

 To die in vain is tragedy embodied. To love in vain is exponentially more morbidly morose. But, to live in vain, is a worst fate than no life at all. 

 Elon sued my small business for exposing his boys to gratuitous violence, by allowing them to watch Steven Spielberg's Titanic. The boy's secondary father figure insisted that they come despite the fact that I was not planning on being there and I was leaving my neighbor Sarah in charge while I was auditioning for the school play. He even knew that was what they would be watching.  However, instead of receiving a settlement from my company, he notebooked my nonprofit organization's money, instead.  Billions, and not just that, but it was out of my mom's personal checking account that she opened specifically as our business account.  If not for that, I'd still be the CEO of my organization, a 2M USD a year company. The fastest growing Fortune 500 company in history, until rideshare came along. 

How many people can fail all 3 roadside sobriety tests , be put on handcuffs, get read their rights and walk away without even a warning?   I was only 17 years old and I was working extra late that night at T.G.I.Friday's When I got out I went to my friend Brooke's place in East Hartford for a couple hours. There wasn't anything going on.  They were watching movies that I wasn't really interested in, and I dozed off through most of the film and another movie they watched immediately after. When everyone began moving around before settling in for another movie I woke up, and decided I'd rather be at home sleeping in my bed.  It was barely getting light out and I wished everyone goodbye and told them I'd be back early in the morning, when I got off work that night. I walked out to my vehicle, and noticed as I was about to climb in that there was a cruiser, with it's lights on, blocking both exits of the small lot which was shared between several multi-family h...

 Brandi pulled every notebook at once after we had a long talk. She figured out that she couldn't notebook the money back to me, because I have the notebook, (the actual software belonging to him), belonging to her partner, who is everyone's notebooking partner and that person has my software, which is everyone's notebook holder, and is no one's partner. They swapped our software. Notebooking my money back to me, from anyone, would make it disappear, as a result of that fraudulent swap.  That afternoon was the last time I got to see Brandi, and she told me she would find a way to return my money to me, but we had no idea the odds she was up against.  Which is why, she had all of my notebooking potential in her software when they let her ride that modified electric bicycle missing the stabilizing tire brackets, with God only knows how many magnets to trick the pedal sensor, and sent her careening out of control on those all white tires 20" tires, (2" wide), whi...

 If Brandi Fenton's death were an accident, why were the police so concerned about my alibi when I called to tell them what I knew?? At the time of Brandi's death, just days before my thousand dollar electric bicycle was stolen, and 'Gilbert's' was never seen again, Courtney was playing the field and dating both Ari and Gilbert. Ari was Casey's long time friend, and Vanessa Figueroa was Casey's secret 'pizza' buddy, (a.k.a. love interest). Gilbert was Ryan's best friend and Casey's ex, also. Chris was Ryan's neigbbor growing up in Casa Adobes, and so was Brandi. Paul Gardner was Chris' secret boyfriend, around about the time he started hooking up with Bobby Blansette, also.  Which leads me to believe, uncle Wayne was Anuli's husband. They also, lived in Casa Adobes. All on Cassim Lane, if I'm not mistaken.  Paul G. met Bobby while he was working for his brother Randy doing a landscaping job at Bobby's family's residenc...

 Every last one of them was just waiting for a reason to hate me. A reason to justify their greed and desire for control. Their pure jealousy. A way to even the scorecard. A way to put an end to feeling like second best. Even my own family.  They all took the opportunistic route to destroy me. One by one. My best friends, people I considered my brothers, my own kin. As soon as your insidious lies left your lips, they all were chomping at the bit to do me dirty.  And what about the Del Sol voucher, which they claimed Griffin returned to the wrong casino? 157k

Sometime after the assault we changed vehicles at a commuter lot near a truck stop it was located lower than the freeway had an easy on easy off truck stop somewhere between here and Colorado Springs. I have been in the trunk for the first leg of the trip but from then on I rode in the passenger seat the driver listened to heavy metal blasting the whole way and kept telling me as soon as I stopped breathing and bleeding he would drop me off. We also went through a toll booth in Colorado I called Eon to let them know that I wasn't going to be in for my shift and I believe JC is the one that got the message. The next thing that I remember was waking up in that Colorado Hospital I stumbled to the elevators pulling my IV pole. I went down to what I thought was the main level but turned out to be the second level after making my way towards the lobby I realized my mistake and went back down to the main floor and made my way towards the brightly lit lobby. I must have looked like I was t...

 Ask Ryan who blueboy was. It was me.  On the day that my notepads went missing from eon I was typing an email and Chris asked what it was about and I said that it was a love letter and he asked me to write one from him which is why I left the signature and salutation blank on the letter that I wrote to be from Chris on yellow lined, college ruled, legal tablet paper. Front and back about 3/4 of the page on the reverse.