Throwing in the Towel

 Ask Mr. Ainsley his thoughts on Adolf Hitler. Takes a Mormon to be in a relationship with a Mormon. Right, Charles? Or should we use your government name, Harison?  In the land of the blind, the one eyed man is King.  Ari's obsessive ex-husband,  I presume.  The problem with insulated secular groups is they stick out like a sore thumb outside of their cult.  The Church of the Latter days Saints, is the New World Order.  Chase was 21 when we dated and u was 19. He dated Nicky before me who was 16 when we were a couple. However, Nicky revealed it was someone from London that returned to school across the pond that took his virginity before Chase. Nicky's  mother gave us her blessing. The same wasn't true of the other two. Of course this was after he forced himself on me while I was wasted at Tracy's while they all were dealing with the police after chase almost shot Nicky by 'accident' while the whole friend group were at a house party at chase's i...

Is what he told me. He didn't mean for it to ruin me me  But I think,,, we both know that those words make him feel better and not so much me. Masquerading as some sort of poor woe is me hedonistic narcissist, just so you get to keep tabs and maintain control over me  Like I'm some fucking kabuki theater puppet and your the man behind the curtain trying to play Truman Show me. Keep shining me on like I'm some kind genie in a lamp when your just trying to make yourself feel better than you deserve to be.  Straight pulling strings to make m me dance like a wind sock always telling me what direction like you know what I want, what's best for me.  You're nothing more than an overbearing wanna be pseudo parent, trying to play me like Jumaji. Keep your Mrs Robin Doubtfire, driving Ms Crazy bullshit for the next ex you triflin primadonna got me so bored I just wish you'd for real forget me instead of the petty ignoring me.  Keep your moves for the chess board and the d...

 You know I could almost feel the ulterior motive dripping from your tone and yet I still invited you to come along to friendly's where if I'm not mistaken I treated everyone to dinner and then when I left my lifesaving medications at your home you refused to let me come get it. It was like 7:00 in the evening and you made me wait till the following day and then you blamed me for my mother's cigarette case which was contained in my medicine bag along with my EpiPen which if I had needed I would have been serious Jeopardy how dare you how dare you come into my home with ill intentions and deprive me of what was mine knowing full well that you were putting me at risk for having an episodes that could have proved fatal. Yeah notebook me bye stealing a free meal at my favorite restaurant

  And all likelihood the number is probably much, much higher than that. the pairs of underwear that he has or has possessed that did not belong to him, that were not given to him by the owners, and that he had no right possessing I estimate is in excess of 10,000 pairs. He can afford his own but keeps them as trophies of his conquests. Just like the 'G' hat.  Worse yet, it's not for the somewhat normalish reason that you might think. they aren't trophies of sexual conquest but of notebooks that he has gotten away with making disappear Okay let me let me start that over can I just ask a few simple questions and get honest answers and let's just make this an open forum, same questions to everyone: How many pairs of my underwear have you possessed unbeknownst to me? Let's include possessed by someone you are a known associate of into that figure. Approximately, how many?  Approximately how many pairs of underwear have you owned that belonged to someone else before...