While you are having your come to Jesus in my common living area with my roommate, I would like you to keep this in mind, she hasn't seen clear to do a single thing other than halve what's mine, probably to share with you. Hasn't washed her hands, or body, or the sticky toilet seat every time she used it. If you don't belive me, check out the new child size mini mobility scooter (500 usd while we went hungry) in the shed, the seat in particular. Mind you, I have to bend down with my face right there everytime I haul it in and out. Hasn't fed her dogs, but once. And she wants to move into another trailer up the way, which means I'll be moving everything by my own self. Keep in mind that the only person that visited her in the hospital and got her a birthday present is the person she feel s attacked and demeaned by. That she sends me over to Debbie's and calls 4 times asking where I am, but doesn't see that as anything but essential information. That i mopped up her diarrhea over the course of almost a full business week, multiple times daily from every surface between bed and toilet. Yet while I was inpatient she didn't even ask what I was in there for or how I was doing until 8+ hours into the tirade she read me when I told her I was in the emergency room.
If you ever wonder how far down you've brought me, it's far worse than you saw back in Coventry. What would it have taken to have shown mercy? Let ye who is without sin cast the first stone.
You once expressed that you made me insecure but you have no idea how wrong you are. I've been so insecure my entire life that I'm impotent as a wet noodle. Always have been. Probably as a result of damienne and Griffin exposing me to what they threatened to blackmail me with, their lewd and disdainful way to introduce me to sex. In my bed! With my mom just a dozen feet away.
If I could do it over, I'd have let her murder them. Bet. I'd have put money on her books and visited on Mother's day and her birthday. Guess it would have been justified homicide, so maybe she'd just have gotten anger management and probation.
Sidenote:
You know that the Versa didn't come in toasted marshmallow that year...
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