Is cordelia related to Ari???

 When the seconds, and minutes, and hours, and says, and weeks stretch on and all you think of is the things you regret most and pray for redemption from, how often will you think of me? I bet I'll be the last thing on your mind when your time comes to pass. When your breath is it's last. Your voice croaks out a final rasp, 'Forgive me, I knew not what I did', and you see my toothy grin and too longish hair falling in my eyes, knowing that I only ever needed a chance to try. Yet the decisions were made in my best interest, with not even any real concern for the palpable attrition I'd been saddled with. How can you say on my behalf, when it was never anything but negative consequences that resulted?? How can you claim to have been on my side, when clearly, I was always alone? How can you be the one that was supposed to save the day, but instead you blamed me, because I was gay. Of all things to have blamed it on, you chose something we were both guilty of and what business is it of yours who a young man does what with in his budoir? I never asked about your love life, what right did you have to judge and have a disposition of general disapproval, when I was saving my virginity for committed relationship, I'd made myself promise to make the first one be memorable and romantic. 

Ryan literally told me he gave the scholastic portion of the scholarship, which I rightfully won, to Levi, so that he wouldn't be able to continue to molest me. Sounds kind of chivalrous until you consider, shouldn't giving it to me have solved the same problem?