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Ananda Lewis 3/21/1973-6/11/2025

 Before she made it big,  I met Ananda for just a single encounter while wandering the streets of Tucson.  She was on her way back to Hollywood, and had a big interview with a producer from MTV.  Her charisma was undeniable and she wanted more than anything to be famous. Moreso, her spirit was joyful and so full of light. I told her to pursue her dream, and she would succeed. We loved all the same songs.  We both loved hip-hop and country music. I gave her a Blow Pop and she said she'd never forget me.  She invited me to the party they were having for JC's birthday, I believe. Someone said I wasn't allowed to be there, and I left.  I never even got to say goodbye. Circa 2003.  I tried to stop someone from driving someone home because they had been drinking, but no one would listen to me.    I think it was Casey that made me leave, because I was a participant in her program. So much for confidentiality and anonymity. 

The Leauge of Extraordinary Narcissists

 Even in my worst nightmares did I ever imagine that people with so little care for others could exist. So self-important are they, that they feel other's lives are less valuable than their own. I've seen some pretty fucked up movies, but nothing can compare to the horror that I have witnessed first hand in the name of greed. 

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This is where they were headed, but made a detour to pick up the heirlooms, including my currency collection, from my father in Madawaska. They didn't even go to the family reunion.   
 Regardless of what anyone thinks of me, they had no right to deprive me of what is mine. No matter what they say, what they did was illegal, and immoral. 

The Art of Oppression

 Never once did anyone try to help me overcome the challenges that led them to make decisions on my behalf.  None of them were complaining when I was supporting my mom. In fact everyone was impressed with how good a job I was doing. Now, it wasn't good enough?  Casey was the head of EON since it's inception. I can prove I did volunteer there briefly, but I came to that program as a participant and they abused my information all over the place.  Casey got mad because I wasn't supposed to leave the Expedition up there. She told me to pick up her brother's friends in Gilbert. On fox run trail or some such street, but she didn't tell me where to take them or what to do with them. I was only up there for a few minutes before Ryan's mom showed up and he asked her to give me a ride back to Fourth Avenue. They had me park in the garage so I just assumed I was supposed to leave it there.  Honestly, I was expecting to get paid for giving up my afternoon and making the tri...
 All the females in my family already pulled notebook on me by owning jewlery that belonged to my mother, which, meant it belonged to me.